Terlalu mudah...

Ya Allah, terlalu mudah sebuah perhubungan untuk putus hanya disebabkan kata-kata. Dengan kata-kata, 3 hati boleh berkecai dlm masa sesaat.... Segala jasa dan kenangan bersama hilang dari ingatan.. Yang muncul cuma kesedihan dan persoalan, mengapa semua ini terjadi?

Namun ketentuan dariMU seharusnya ade hikmah... Terkadang kita manusia lupa langit yang gelap itu penuh dengan rahmat dan rezeki dari Mu... Semuanya datang dari kebijaksanaan dan kekuasaanMu, Yang Maha Esa..

Ya Allah, jadikanlah air mata kesedihan kami sebagai peringatan... Kau kuatkanlah hati dan keimanan kami dalam menghadapi dugaanMu.. Kau eratkanlah hubungan kami sekeluarga dan Kau berikan hidayah kepada mereka yang tersasar dr jalan kebenaran.....

Helpless..

I feel so down today.. honestly, i feel bored for my personal life, work life...

However, all the dreams seem stuck on my mind and never been able to portray them into action..

I feel so stress up.. Is it because of menstrual cycle? i just dont know..

I have been step on by people from inside and outside of my life.. Each time I'm trying to defend myself, it hurts me further more...

In the end, i just let them do whatever they want to do. Sometimes I think all this happen for a reason. Maybe I have done bad things toward others and this is what they call karma..

I feel like I was running in marathon and I fell... i don't want to get up.. I am afraid to get up and face the reality I am just another loser in this world.

I just want to sit and watch all people pass me by..........

Each day, i try to motivate myself and i dont know until when i can do that..

I feel so helpless...............................

Bad in ME..

Its so hard to calm down... Its hard to face people that unfair to others.. hate it so much..

However, need to have a better control of myself. <3