Helpless..

I feel so down today.. honestly, i feel bored for my personal life, work life...

However, all the dreams seem stuck on my mind and never been able to portray them into action..

I feel so stress up.. Is it because of menstrual cycle? i just dont know..

I have been step on by people from inside and outside of my life.. Each time I'm trying to defend myself, it hurts me further more...

In the end, i just let them do whatever they want to do. Sometimes I think all this happen for a reason. Maybe I have done bad things toward others and this is what they call karma..

I feel like I was running in marathon and I fell... i don't want to get up.. I am afraid to get up and face the reality I am just another loser in this world.

I just want to sit and watch all people pass me by..........

Each day, i try to motivate myself and i dont know until when i can do that..

I feel so helpless...............................